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Happy all the long..

2006-08-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

i now haviing a stead ,his name is stanwin..remember that in the past when i just met hiim i not sure wat his name so i called him "CHICKEN WING" but he treat miie very good and i love hiim so much.i wish that can be with hiim together forever.but the bad thing is he stay at boon lay and i stay at simei so feel very siian but he very good until he every week day will come down and look for miie and miie leii?

week end is my turn to go down to look for hiim yupp yupp..hehex..Sian..now just finish prelim feel quite stress..but still got my stead support miie that why i will be happy..being with him can say is almost everyday happy.so i love hiim muackx..bb my blog love euu too.

haiiz..so sad..sobsob..

2006-07-18T17:44:00.000-07:00

Hello0x..miising my blog alot and i finally come back le but i feel very sobsob.. cos i just break with my boyfriend..the guy i love but too bad in the relationship between miie and him can say is just a one sided love cos he dun reali love miie..in the relationship i gain nothing just sadness and unhappiness.he didnt even love,care,dote and concern miie at all can say i nothing to say about just that i reali sacrified alot cos of him lox..but will he appreciate??no at all.Althought i noe he dun love miie in the first but i just dunno why i love him so much that when i got time i will go down boon lay and loook for him cos i noe he wont come down to find miie at all even i go into the hospital he just wont come down and look for miie.haiiz..even i cut my ris he also wont give a damn just a sentence of "why dun euu chop your hand down??"..sobsob..after hearing that my heart totally feel broken..and cos of sleeping he scolded miie for four times le..we break two days ago during our one month anniversary..althought he never say break this word but it already show his impression on his face le..so since he wan to break i had no choice just to say this word "BREAK" out and its reali hurt my heart alot alot.yet he like no feeling like tat lox.. But being his 2nd popi forever i ready very happy le..i love him so i just wan him to be happy in the rest of is life with a gal that he reali love that he will reali owself come down and find her dun like miie always sad cos my heart was broken alot of times until can say is courtless le.haiiz..just wish that he will reali cherish gals lox..or else alot of gals like miie that reali love and concern him will get hurts.ookiie lahh.i blog until here le just wiish tat he will be happy then i also be happy le and hope he wont forget miie and will continue to contact miie but until now he didnt.i got to go le.nitex nitex my beloved blog.muackz.bye.

haiiz..so sad..

2006-05-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

hiiex..i finally back again..just that back in a bad mood

miss euu lotx..

2006-05-18T16:30:00.000-07:00

helloox..long time no see my blog le..i miss euu lotx worhh..i have been quite iin my happy life now..yupp yupp..i single for three month to miie and my sister is unvailable lox..haha..quite happy being siingle no sadness instead of happiness..but bad thing thing is now all my frens and sister, they all finish their exams le except miie still having exams until next tuesday..haiizz..poor miie now i being very guai le everyday stay at home to study very less go out le..hhehe..ookiiee tat all for today..bye bye my lovely blog.love euu muackz..

Yeah! I finally have confidence in myself le..

2006-03-28T19:04:00.000-08:00

This few days,i quite happy cos after i promise a person that fron that day onwards,i mus have confidence in myself le.To be a confidence person,i wont easily cried like lastime,won't say myself ugly and won't being bully by people anymore.So in this few days of being confidence.yupp..i found that myself become more and more happy le norrt like lastme full of sadness.But to miie leii..i still can't trust any guys at all.soli to all guys ba..yupp..so about today,just that i never went to skool cos feel alittle bit not feeling well ba.But i did went to pasir ris polyclinic but it close,so now i dunno wat to do lox,maybe ask my pa to write a mc lox.ookiie.Tat all for today.i love my blog.muackz.

So Confusing my miind!

2006-03-23T16:56:00.000-08:00

Hell0o..long time never blog liao..in this 1 week holiday,i noe alot of new friends.Cos of my sister name jieting ,she bring miie go out and both of us noe alot of new friends.One of the guy name mcvin,quite handsome.and he like miie..i dunno wat to do..but say the truth,i like him too..but norrt much lahh cos i just noe him for six days..he now in army..but we didnt stead cos he wan to be slowly and noe each other well first..he told miie that,1 week he onli can meet miie one or two days onli..although i felt sad cos i cant meet someone tat i like often..but no choice..who called he 19 year old this year..esther and my mei say that mcvin this guy nort g0od,that irrated my mind but to miie he good,just that they haven see the good side of mcvin bahh..i dunno leii..the guy i like i also wan my sisters to feel tat he a good guy too..weird miie rite?Yesterday,i met mcvin for awhile,he told miie that he going for a course for 4month leii,cant contact miie at all,cant msg and meet,cos he cant and never bring his hp there..he called miie to pray that hope that the course will be cancel so tat he can see miie le..he also tell miie that if in this 4 month,i found someone i like and the guy is g0od,he called miie to give up him.He say if he himself is mine then it will be mine,if it norrt then he will norrt be mine..mus i noe that he wan miie to wait for him,that why he ask miie to pray for him..haiizz..i now very blur tat whether i wan to wait for him mahh..i can if i wan..so now i wan to wait until sat to ask my sisters opinion first then i will carefully tink about it..ok..the story will be continue..got to go..byebye..

C0nfused Miie,My Heart And My Brain!

F0und 0ut Tat Actually Beiing A Siingle Is Norrt A g0od Thing To0!

2006-03-14T23:09:00.000-08:00

Hell0o..i n0w blogging at kian chew house,this guy i just n0e him..he quite ok la..just tat i tink tat he s0metime very unreasonable lox..everytime sc0ld miie de..haiiz..why guys everytime like tat de nehh??Iziit c0s they were b0rn liike tat or wat??Dunno lahh.Just hope tat he will be more reasonable and m0re understandiing lox.Tat all.yupp..Until today then i found out s0mething tat actually be a siingle,is norrt a g0od thing too.No people concern,dote and love euu.I being siingle f0r 1month and 4 days,i felt so boriing..i had no choice cos i haven found any0ne tat reali love and dote miie.In the past,i had a guy tat reali treat miie damn g0od yet i didnt cherish him,now he g0ne..and i regret but its already too late le..i now just had to wait for my mr right to come and find miie le..ok lahh..got to go le..nitexnitex..byebye.

I dunn0 whether i g0t miiss him ma??

2006-03-12T20:42:00.000-08:00

Hell0o..i'm back at ah g0ong hse writing blog again..i n0w dunno whether i g0t miis hiim anorrt leii..i got one fren had go to army..i dunno when he will be back la..haiiz..miss him forwat siia miie??he also another sux guy..nvm dun tok about hiim already.N0w most iimportant thiing is now study hard get into simei ITE then learn beauty course and wait fot my prince to c0me and find miie..hehe..ok la..just that i just got my ca1 exams result ..u guess..oh my god! i fail all subjects except month tongue onli..haha..ok la..got to go le..byebye. =..(

90% Of The Guys Are Sux!

2006-03-05T19:37:00.000-08:00

Hell0o..i n0w writing this blog at my ah g0ng hse..yupp..lastiime i wr0te tat g0t two guys like miie rite??noe one of the guys say he didn't like miie liao..haiizz..wat he like a gals tat he noe before miie..watever!Another guy leii..like dun even give miie a damn lox..Yesterday , i felt so sad tat i cried..cos got two guys disturb miie saying tat wat i lo0k ugly,like a guy,animal and even worst wat i even dun lo0k like a human..wat piang! so hurtful rite??knn! Sometime i tink why guys always hurt gals de huhh?Dun they tink themselves very cruel ma..never even give a thought for the gals..idiot guys..espically one of them name wat kenny..watever la..he is the worst guy i ever seen before..just tinking tat who marry him will bad luck forever men..To miie nehh.. i tink tat 90% of the guys are sux cos they are so selfish and cruel. Not onli miie tink so lox..even some of my frens are agree wat i say..so if one day,all become lasbiian i also dun tink tat is so special..cos all is just guys fault..haiiz..now a days i felt so sad..yet no one even noe how i feel..haiiz..i dun wan to say le la..just h0pe ta my mr right faster found miie so tat i wont be sad anymore but i noe it is impossible in my age maybe longer ba..got to go le..byebye

Haiizz!Confused now in my head!

2006-02-28T22:55:00.000-08:00

Now a days..i feel very confused siiaa..got two guys say they like miie a little bit..one of them jio miie fo stead for three times le..but i still norrt sure i wan ma??i decide to ask esther for opinion first then see how lox..but i very confused now..cos i tiink both of them can't give miie happiness instead of sadness..both of them are workiing..no tiime to pei miie..and both of them like dun care miie like tat..dunno wat to do siia..i now stay at lydia hse for one niite,then tomolo go skool straight away..but nobody peii wo..i sometime very siian mu esther cos she have a alot of guys so love her and take care of her..guys i like,all in the end also like esther instead of her..but i have no choice..just to accept it..i got to go le.NiteNitex..byebye.

I had just found a guy tat i like yet was being hurt again = {

2006-02-24T17:36:00.000-08:00

Today,i felt so sad, cos a guy tat i just like,he say miie very very fan.He avoid miie for 2days, i keep msg him thought tat something bad had happened to him.Yet in the end,i found tat he fine,he just want to avoid miie..haiizz..i still so miss him..he still say he like miie..make miie feel so happy..yet all is just craps..i also dunno myself leii , i just noe him for less than one week, yet i had fell in love with him..haiizz..after he msg miie tat telling tat i very fan,i straight away my tears drop out from my eyes..haiizz..so i reply hiim tat seem like tat,i just pretend i never noe him before..then he suddenly keep reply..siao sia..no matter wat, i now feel very very sad cos my feeling was being cheated again..haiizz..but dunno why i so miiss him..got to go le.. byebye=}

wow!Knowiing alot of nw frens today!

2006-02-19T03:09:00.000-08:00

Hiie!I now at a new fren hse.yupp..wow! Today,i noe alot of new frens siia, feeling quite happy.Toniite,i and my jie meii tonning..slacking outside..with our new frens..our new frens all are quite handsome oohh..but to miie la,but to you all i dunno le ..hehe..siian..but still quite feeling sad in my broken heart,tat weijie break up with miie during valentine day..haiiz..i will slowly forgot hiim..tat the onli way i can to do..cos he even call miie not to like hiim anymore..siian..so tomolo, i going out darren and kor kor they all to bugis duno do wat la..tat all.got to go le..nite nite everybody =D

[[ my broken heart broke again,it hurts alot]]

2006-02-15T16:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,it Valentine Day!Everybody should be verry happy especiially gals and ladys.But to miie is a very sadful dday.Weijie break upp with miie yesterday.i found tat he lie miie all the times,he everytim told miie tat he love miie but he didnt.Esther told miie tat wejie told her tat he didnt love or lky miie anymore and wanted to breakwith miie but he didnt say.So i help him say the sentences.My brroken heart break again..its reali hurts alot alot..my tears keep dropping down from my eyes..i felt very sad cos weijie is the 2nd guy tat i reali love alot yet he like zhong yi hurt miie again..i used up all my ang bao money even last week and thiis week money just to buy anniversary and valentine presents for hiim,yet wat i got??Tears and Heart being Broken again..Nortt i wan to hate guys, is them make miie to hate them.Cos of weijie,i paisei esther,now miie and esther quarrel yet wat i got in the end sadnesstat all i can say ba..Now in my broken heart, it just contain Tears , Sadness and Hate. Thiss three things,tat all.

Tears , Sadness And Hate !

Feeling Sad And Happy! hehe =D

2006-02-09T19:30:00.000-08:00

Hiie , i now at my Dear Dear hse writing this blog.Two days ago,i feeling very sad . yupp. Cos my Dear Dear lox , he forgot our anniversary le . Miie leii , of courrse , stiil gott rememberr llaa.I still went out with jiietiing to bugiis cos of buying presents for my Dear Dear .Yet , i heard esther say that my Dear Dear liike dunno at all lox . At tiime , my hearrt totally broken iinto piieces le. haiiz . Miie stil brought a boxer , a shiirt and a jean forr hiim leii..Total it cost $53 .Cos of buying all thiis thiings,my ang bao $ is gone , school $ also gone le , the $ tat i wan to buy a new clothes tat i like also gone le..but to miie , it thiink it iis worrth it de loxx. The reason iis i love my Dear Dear alot . hehe .In the end , i was quite happy , cos i gave miie a key chain tat is 2 piieces join together become a love in the middle , he gave miie 1 of the piieces and crave my name on it , another pieces , he keep it himself , his one too , have his name on it.Although , it cost cheaper than all the things i brought for him , but nvm , no matter wat thing he brought , even it cost 1 cent , at long is Dear Dear buy for miie de , i will also like de. Tomolo , i will go out with jiietiing the whole day . Cos she wan to go bugiisbuy things , miie leii , go there to take a present for my Dear Dear for our valentine day de . Tat time , not enough $ so i just put deposite of $10 , tomolo , i need to go there to pay more $18 .yupp. Now i sad is cos tat i going out with with my frens to eat buffet before meeting my stead , it need around $14 ba , but now i onli have $20 , $18 to pay for the jean , left $2 how to eat buffet sia ?? haiiz.. now i feeling very confused , dunno wat to do to get another $12 before sat ?? can any one help miie to solve thiis problems ma?? if can , pls call my hp num 98511498 . thx.

=[[ I Found Out One Special Thing ]]=

2006-02-06T22:54:00.000-08:00

This morning,when i woke up,i found out tat i miiss my stead alot siia..actually i plan tat after my tutorial,i will go to his hse,but i suddenly remember somethiing.I had to stayed back after tutorial for history,cos last friday,i hand in my history file to miss thien,but a little bit messy..hehe..so she called miie to stayed back today,but in the end,i end skool so late cos during tutorial,we had watched a movie for so long siia,make miie feel so siian tat i fell asleep,then kena woke up by teacher.After skool,i went home and bath..cos miie,my stead,and chunyin were going to esther's ahma sonka..haiizz..but actually,i dun feel like going,but i have no choice,i too miss my dear dearand esther too,also miiss chunyin alot..miie leii,i cant meet my stead tomolo cos i have to stay back dunno until watime..for those whose sec 4 dun have any CCA,need to be punish every tuesday,the punishment is to run around the field..siian rite??So we spent quite alot of time at sonka there..and around 10+pm,we all take cab home,in the cab,i told my dear dear tat i going for a camp during th MARCH.Although,it still so long time,but it 5 days 4 nites,it surely make miie miis my dear dear until become siao thin dong le..hehe..i found out a special thing is i suddenly love my dear dear alot alot,i also feel quite sad just now,cos i asked my dear dear whether he remember our anniversary tomolo ma??did he buy anything for miie ma??he never ans,so i noe he will nv buy,i actually plan to after my punishment tomolo, i will go out buy a present for my dear dear..but now i dunno i still wan to buy anything for him ma..haiizz..and he also say tat he will buy miie a strawberry lolipo for miie,yet also dun have..haiiz..nevermind..

=[ In My Heart,Now Got Happiness And Sadness ]=

2006-02-01T22:46:00.000-08:00

Today,i felt reali happy cos my stead weijie Dear Dear (Rino) finally coming back le..hahahas..but there is one sad thing tat reali make miie feel so fan tat it make cry out from my broken heart again..haiiz..the sad thing is dunno which idiot from my class or maybe other classes anyhow say wat i and zhongyi(kantan korkor)kiss and hug in the class..tat horrible rite??Cos of this matter started,people keep spreading rumons about miie and zhong yi still got like each other..and cos of this,jasmine(korkor stead) starting to jealous abt it.i heard people saying tat jasmine cos of this matter,she jealous,and i went to her explaining to her alot of times..again and again..tat miie and kor kor just between brother and sister relationship,and jasmine just reply ohh ohh ohh..but in the end,she still dun believe miie and kor kor..so today i told and explain to her again,tat in a BGR,there 2 most important things are LOVE AND TRUST.I told her tat u dun believe miie nevermind but kor kor is your stead leii..u mus trust him..she ans again ohh ohh ohh..i cried during the afternoon,cos jasmine jealous about miie and kor again,i cried out cos i felt reali very very fan le..i just kept tinking did i did anything wrong ma??haaiiz..at nite around 8 to 9pm,kor call miie tat jasmine asked him for break up,Oh My God,i was totally shocked,i dunno wat to do to helped kor,just to comfort him not to be sad..haiizz..i just hope tat kor and jasmine can been together again cos i reali tink tat they are a great couple..wat piang! feel like keep saying Wat Piang!!! Wat I Suppose To Do Sia?Haiiz..

I Love My Rino In My Broken H eart <3

Haiiz!!Quite Happy Cos He Coming le..=D

2006-01-31T17:41:00.000-08:00

Hiie..everybody.Now i at my ah gong hse with my 3rd meimei,zhong yi,slyester and shuren later jieting too..she noe is on her way here.yupp..i now quite happy la..but not reali..cos my stead weijie Dear Dear (Rino) is coming back le ,tat make miie feel glad butone thing make miie not reali happy cos he coming back at tomolo nite not now..i fucking miss him damn lot..sometimes i tinking,will he miss miie as much as i am ma?? i dunno la..haiizz..lalala~ siiann leii..this year ang bao so less sia just $ 100+ not like lastime le got $3oo+ but i had met my breadtalk manager at the arcade,he say he cant contact miie..yupp..cos i lost jmy hp at tat time.anyway my manager gave miie a $78.85 cheaque but siiann sia.. i still need to paid zhong yi $50..yupp..cos i own him $300+ and i still wan to buy some clothes for myself or else my 2nd meimei will always nag miie again when i wear her clothes.. siian rite??so i left around $80+ i tink..haiizz..ya hohh..siian tomolo skoll day liao. WAT PIANG!! nevermind..got to go le..byebye = D Smile Always!

Everybody Happy New Year_**Start A New,Fresh And Happy Life .kae.. = D

Haiiz!!Miss Him Alot Sia..Feel so sad = D

2006-01-29T23:27:00.000-08:00

*Happy New Year To Everybody*
Haiizz!!This year to miie is a Sadded New Year cos this year,i will get very less amount of $ not like lastime le..got a large amount of $..cos lastime my father tat side all my relatives are all quite rich so they gave miie de ang bao will contain quite alot of $ amd my mum tat side is ok la..but not as rich as my father tat side la..but cos of last year my father i tink..they have a quarrel so my pa dun wan to go visit them anymore..my relatives too..dun even contact us anymore..my mum tat side nehh..lastime we every year go katong there and visit them..but now i heard my mum say they have move to ohter place..but i dunno where la..hasiizz so this few days,i feel very boring,staying at home and rock..wan to chiio frens out also difficult cos everybody busying going their relatives hse..so i feel quite sad cos dun have large amount of $ le.
One more thing tat make miie fell sad is cos i very miss my stead weijie Dear Dear(Rino).. = (
Cos he have went to malaysia to visit his relatives..he went at today morning around 8+am until this coming wed then come back..he told miie before tat he have internetional line so tat i can call him..but i try le quite a few times..it keep saying the number is not in value,pls try again ltr..haiiz..so i just have to wait until wed then can contact him sia..surely miss him until rock liao..nevermind..just wan to tell him tat i love him and i miss him alot,hope tat he will miss miie as much as i miss him..ok got to go le..byebye..Wish Everyone Happy New Year =D

Fucking sad sia!!!heartbroken__-_-*

2006-01-25T19:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday and todayy,i fell sick..and fell very sad cos i ytd i asked weijie for for patch,iin the end,he reply miie "dunno"..now a dayys i just dunno whyy i hate this word "dunno"..to a guy "dunno" mean no,to a gal "dunno" mean yes..haiizz..so weijie ans miie "dunno"..if he patch with miie,i got 1 wish is to justhopehim will justdo anything to make miie happy and touched can la..yet he nv reply miie..then i asked him ..did u heard wat i toking ??he replyy..no..dun feel like listening..oh mygod..my heart straight away broken into pieces..it hurts alot alot..today..i go to weijie hse..i wanted to give him a kiss and lc him yet he reject miie and keep saying soli soli soli..haaiizz..i was feeling sad and hurts..hurts until i cant cry out at all anymore le..hurts untill i dun have any feeling le cos maybe i being hurts too many times until to my heart itself also feel normal to it le..haiizz..to me ..i tinking weijie izit fell in love with someone le or he dun have any feeling for miie le..i just dunno..i onli noe tat now i feeling confused,sad and heartbroken..haiiz..gtg le..bb..sadded miie..= (

A Long Time Never Be Happy Le ! = [

2006-01-23T23:15:00.000-08:00

Hell0!A long time never blog cos no time to blog..now i this year sec 4 ..got alot of tutorials eveyday..haiiz..i break with my boyfriend again le..no matter wat, single is still the best ba..i a long time never smile and laugh happily le..during skool days,i try to mk more frens and i alreadi do watever i can le...but they still can pang sei sia..haiiz..in skool,i feel very lonely everyday..feel like i am a extra..haiiz..Yesterday,my bro chat with mi abt myself,i quite agree watever he say..stay at home more instead of keep going outside and spent $..so i decided tat i will be going out less and stay at home more and be single..this are the two ways tat is gd to miie. : (

W0w! Feel so quite happy today..hehe =]

2006-01-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

Today i bontank skool..hehe..i and esther go pick my stead frm skool.yupp..then we go his hse and wait for him to bath finish..at tat time i was alittle angry and feel sad cos i was jealous..haiizz..seeing esther and my stead keep toking and playing,seeing my stead drinking esther drink instead of mine..although esther tell mi tat she like big light bulb but in my heart,i feel tat is miie i am the one who was the big light bulb..during taking the cab to my stead skool,esther told mi a sentences abt weijie help her to do her blog frm 1pm to 5pm lastime..i totally feel sad cos i tinking tat my stead reali treat her so good and love her more than miie ma??but nvm,cos i have no choice..tat y i just keep quiet for a period of time..while waiting for my stead to bath finish,i was laying on my stead bed tinking and feeling so sad..haiizz..even my stead asked miie why i look so sad?i just ans nth cos i reali have no choices ba..blabla..then we go meet a guy name thomas and my sis..yuupp..blabla..then we went to plaza sing..we met a guy name leonard..he look handsome..yupp..so we just asked for his number..after taking his number,we decided to go home..along the way to the mrt, a lady came in front 0f us ,she asked miie,my sis and esther whether we three interested in dancing,acting and singing??we straight ans bk yaya..hehe..so she told us tat she need us.yyaa..so she askd us for our number..blabla..just now around 11.30pm,when was i at home,she wan us to meet her tomoro at a place near plaza sing..wow.. i felt so happy cos i tinking if we 3 can reali get in,then we surely earn quite alot of $,then i can buy alot of things i wan..hehe.tat all.gtg.love dear dear.muackz.

F33l So Happy Tat I Finally Dare To Love Again Le**

2006-01-09T12:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday nite, during the midnite around 1+am, i chat with weijie on the phone..and he asked miie for stead..haha..i feel so happy..cos say the truth, i waited for this qns for quite a long time le..yupp, i like him actually, can also say i fall in love with him liao..i finally dare to love a person liao, i quite a long time dun dare to love ppl le, cos scare them will hurt mi again,but i noe weijie wont ba..hehe..so weijie ask miie for stead..when he asked miie the first time, i ans dunno..but when he asked miie the second time, i finally ans yes..so now weijie is my stead liao..i will take good care of him, love him, dote him, and will always be there with him to support him, no matter wat he done, i will support him.If, i mean if, one day,he fall in love with another gal,i hope tat he will tell miie the truth, instead of bluffing miie, but i reali hope tat he wont, just hope tat we could love each other until the last day tat we could see the sky even we go to another world, i hope tat he will still love miie as much as i love him..hehe..*-_-*

++LOVE WEIJIE IN MY BROKEN HEART++

: [ Soli Bebiie Tat I Hurt U Again ] :

2006-01-04T00:59:00.000-08:00

Today,is the first day of skool,when i go to skool,i was quite happy de..but i felt very sad cos i break up with my bebiie le..until today,i still nth fall in love.I just dunno why? how??i dun dare to fall in love, cos of mi dun dare to fall in love i had alreadi hurt two person heart le..i break up with my bebiie cos i tinking if i continue to stead with him yet i dun dare to or didnt love him,tat is wasting of time and in the further it will be more worst.I rather hurt my bebiie heart now rather then in the further if he love mi even more tat will surely hurt him even worst so i rather choose now to break with him..but i felt very very sad cos i like my bebiie yet i have no choice,just to close my eyes and let him go,just to let my heart bleed non-stop again.haaiizz..My this bebiie,is the first guy who treated mi reali good,yet i hurt his heart..i wan to say soli to him..although i noe soli cant sew the pain in his heart but i had nth to do le, just to keep say soli soli soli..And this year,i still sec 4 tat make mi more stress cos of studies..haaiizz..i now reali miss my bebiie alot alot,and still like him but i just stone there nth to do,although yupp,i miss him and like him but i noe, i just still dun dare to fall in love..i also dunno wat happened to my heart..maybe just tat my heart is still bleeding non-stop yet nobody help mi to sew the scar back tat why my heart is not a perfect heart,maybe it just not readi yet to fall in love at least someone tat i reali reali like can help mi sew my heart..maybe a prince..i tink too much hoh!dots..until today,my prince still haven meet mi..haiiz..just feeling sad and keep saying soli to my bebiie..gtg le..byebye.. ) :

*__S0li..Bebiie Tat I Hurts Yr Heart!

2006-01-02T03:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,i have done a wrong thing..yupp..tat make mi feel so sad and heart broken..but i also hurt my bebiie's heart too..During the days that i stead with my bebiie,i just onli like my bebiie alittle bit,and i didnt love him at all,yet i lie him tat i did love him..haiizz..so yesterday,i decided to tell bebiie abt my feeling and decided to break up with him..of cos,also explain why la..but i dun dare to called him,so i insisted to msg him..yupp..i did msg him abt this..but i keep on tinking tat if i tat like do,i reali hurt my bebiie's heart,and i dun feel like too..so i send the second msg that if he wan to continue to stead with mi,i just wan to let him noe my feeling tat i dun love him at all..cos i dun dare..yaya..i dun dare to love anyone now espcially boys..cos in the past,i have been love all my ex-steads,in the end they all hurts mi deeply espcially the 3rd ex-stead,i stead with him 1year and 3mth..yet he hurt mi very deeply..i just dunno why frm that day onwards,i dun dare to love anybody anymore espcially is boys..i just dunno why!Then i feel sad and heartbroken is cos of when my bebiie dun understand wat i toking abt..so i decided to called him..to explain..but i scare to tok to him ,so i called my meimei to help mi say..that do he mind to stead with mi??but i did not love him at all..yet my bebiie say nevermind le..dune le..this ans make my feel so sad that i walk out of my house to meet my frens..but anyway is in the end,my bebiie sent mi a msg that make mi feel happy : ) So now we are just fine,i like my bebiie but still cant love,cos just dun dare..so i reali hope my bebiie can do something to make mi fall in love with him..of cos,myself will also try my best la..i just wan to say to my bebiie is S0li that i hurts his heart.

) : Soli Bebiie Tat I Hurt Your Heart..I'm S0li : (

Haiizz! how to mk mi,my laopo jieting and my bro piggy feel happy leii???

2005-12-31T01:54:00.000-08:00

Today,when i was with my jiemei,frens and my babiie together,my laopo jieting called mi,telling mi tat darren break with her le,and she fell so sad..i, of cos comfort her la..but to mi,i tink i never help anything leii..how?now she still feeling down lox..den i called her again,i asked her where are she??yupp..she at pasir ris..i felt quite worry for her..haiizz..den my bro leii..is cos of he feeling sad cos i nv ton with him alreadi very worst le..now even worst is jieting and darren break le..den he msg mi,say wat that called mi nxtime if a thing u cant do it pls dun promise ppl..and still say i put aceroplane to him..haiizz..i felt so sad,cos i tomolo following my babiie and my jiemei going count down instead of them..i now feeling very sad too..tinking how to mk my bro be happy??but i try msging him,yet he reply mi tat he wan to be alone ..called mi dun fan him..now i just feel sad cos my bro piggy and laopo both of them are feeling so sad..cos of them,i feel sad too..i just hope tat someone can help mi think some ways tat can mk my laopo jieting and my bro piggy be happy,den i will be feel happy too le..haaiizz..and i found that i now very love this babiie i had..i will precious him de..feel like can be with him 4eva*-_-*

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD:

2005-12-29T22:53:00.000-08:00

Until today,i finally found a stead dat treat miie so good dat make mi feel so lucky and happy.He the first stead dat treat mi so good..yupp..he the first guy dat can make mi fall in love with him just for 1day..hehe..his name is called M1ng HuI(my babiie)..he same age as mi,he a quite nice,cute and funny person..dat make mi love him more..i everyday miss him damn alot leii..just have no choice..continue tinking just wish dat we can faster meet each other..although he cant ton and mus go home around 10+pm to go back home for dinner or else his mum will kpkb him again..feel sad for him..but of cos being his stead i ne to be understanding so i dun feel angry at all,just feel sad cos i will surely miss him alot..dunno when we can meet again le..cos this coming new year,i going to be sec 4 and i will surely be very busy tution at sch untill evening everyday and my babiie leii..he will be studying poly too..we both will be very busy..haaiizz..still not sure how many day we can meet in 1 week??maybe just 1 day ba..but it alrite..we both mus trust each other in order to be with each other longer..in a relationship, the most important is "tRuSt".
So mi n my babiie will surely trust each other alot..and mi of cos, will not lie him anything la..but if i do wrong..i will still tell him la..just hope he will be understanding..if he scold mi,i will cry la and feel sad but of cos i noe is my fault..yupp..no matter wat..i will love and miss my babiie everyday in my heart.

<3 You M1ng Hui Babiie In My Heart Always :)

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD: )

2005-12-29T06:29:00.001-08:00

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD:

2005-12-29T06:29:00.000-08:00

**Finally i not SINGLE liao!

2005-12-28T04:17:00.000-08:00

Today,i felt so happy cos i finally not single anymore! Esther and my mei intro a guy to mi..yupp..and i today finally met the guy..quite handsome and cute to mi..of cos i fell in love with this guy..hmm...i like him quite alot..i tink he like mi too..he asked mi for stead..Firstly,i not sure i wan to stead with him anot?? cos scare i being hurt again..but in another side of my mind,i tinking if i dun stead with him,will i regret??so in the end,yupp..i set my mind i decided to stead with him..although we just noe each other just for 1 day then we stead liao but i tink dat it alrite!
Now,the most important thing is i wan to try to love him but i alittle bit dun dare cos lastime when i reali love all my ex-stead in the end,they hurt mi deeply..haaiizz..but now i will reali try my best to love him and just hope dat he can like or love mi as much as i do..hehe..*-_-*

**Hope Dat We Can Stead The Longest As We Can..And Love Each Other More**

All My Frens Are Single Except Mi ! Haiizz : (

2005-12-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

Today, i went out watching movie with one group of my good frens..although..i look happy outside but inside my heart was bleeding so painfully..i saw in the group of my frens,most of them were dating,holding hands and hugging..they all look so happy..yet i feel so alone..duuno wat to tok or tok with who??haaiizz! i saw ex treat his new stead better than mi alot..although i got a little bit angry tinking why lastime he didnt treat mi so good??hmm..but i saw both of my frens look so happily steading with each other ,i felt happy too..yupp my ex new stead is one of my fren..at least ..dune to worry too much..today,in the group have 9 people,there are 3 couples..mean 6people in the group are steading..except mi and another 2 guys are single..siiaann..feel like finding a boyfriend that reali can make mi happy..i wan to be happy just like my frens..but ..i dun tink so..sad rite??nvm..that all ba..in the end..was we went to my ah gong hse slack and eat dinner then around 11pm ,we all went home..dat all for today..ok..gtg..

:( Sometime Being A Single,Will Also Be A Kind Of Suffering ) :

Sian! soli to all my frens..

2005-12-22T15:56:00.000-08:00

Haiizz..i feel so siaann...cos i have no $ to celebrate this year christmas and christmas eve is tomolo yet i have no $ to buy presents for my frens..mean i dun have present too..cos during christmas,people buy presents to exchange with their frens..and mi dun have $to buy presents for them mean i dun have presents too..feel so sad..i wan to say is soli to all my frens that this year christmas i cant buy any presents for them..soli..hope u all understand! Soil :{

I THINK DAT ALL COS OF MY FAULT! :(

2005-12-21T23:27:00.000-08:00

I have two sisters.They are so chio and cute.But now ,my two sister quarrel..yupp..but in my heart,i think is cos of mi that why they quarrel..but one of my sister name jieting say dat it not my fault..haaiizz..sometimes i reali dunno wat to do,to let them patch up again instead of quarrling..i reali dunno wat to do..until today,they still keep quarrling.i hope that i have a clever mind,dat can help mi to think of a way to solve their problem..as i noe,living in this world there nth that human nth solve**

I was so sad that my bro and my frens mi like tat!

2005-12-18T03:11:00.000-08:00

i was so sad that my bro who knew mi for almost 4yr rather then choose mi,he go choose a gal that he just onli noe her for few days.i was so disappointed in him..hhaaiizzz..Yesterday,i called him,that i wanted to meet him and my frens..at that time i was wif esther..i asked him whether jieting meeting them anot??he say maybe yupp..he called mi to dune meet him,called mi go follow esther..this sentences..make mi totally shock..cos this sentences show that he rather wan jieting to meet them instead of mi..haaiizz..that totally make my heart broken into pieces and keep on bleeding non-stop.But in the end,i noe more worst was that my bro lie mi,actuallyy when i called my bro,jieting was alreadi there,but my bro lie mi that jieting maybe later will be ,eeting them..but actually the real ans was she alreadi there..ssiiaann..This was the second times that my bro hurts my heart so painfully..i was so sad and disapponted in my bro and frens.haaizz..wat i supposed to do??can anyone can tell mi??

:( My Heart Broken In to Pieces Again The Second Times By My Bro) :

Give up a person that U love is so HARD -_-

2005-12-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

Now then i noe,give up a person that u love or like alot is so fucking hard..haaiizz..i fell in love with a guy..yuppp...until now i still like him alot but is fating..and it almost turning to "HATE" cos of one my sister.My sister keep playing with the guy i fell in love with..that make me fucking jealous..although i jealous and angry alot..but that help mi quite alot ,changing the love into hate.
But in my heart,its bleeding non-stop..feeling just like a thousands of swords keep stabbing in my heart..hhaaiizz..it reali hurts alot alot..my sister leii,now i dun feel like toking to her le..cos maybe she now starting give mi bad impression of her le..i dunno wat to do..sometimes i tinking will my sister stead with the guy i fell in love with?? this qns keep stuck into my mind!Although i keep saying that i wan to give up,but now then i noe give up a guy the u fell in love with is so fucking hard! i now realli dunno wat to do..just to crying non-stop and see them playing and touching each other in front of mi..cos of this things happened..i cry for a few days..and nth sleep..he say let be frens..but i can feel that he keep avoiding mi..that make mi fell dun lan and sad..frens?To mi ,i dun tink so..i not sure can we frens again anot..haiizz..if i noe the situation will become so bad..from the start,i will not tell him that i like him le..but it is too late..how ii wish to go back to 4 days ago..and i will just admire him..but all it just too late.. :{

**Fell in love with a person is so fucking easy,but give up a person that u <3 is so hardn :( **

I FINALLY GET THE FINAL ANS LE!

2005-12-14T22:17:00.000-08:00

In my heart,i always wan to noe the finally ans,the truth ans whether do darren reali likes stead mi?i cry for so many days cos he keeep giving mi the ans"dunno".But i finally get the ans,i cry infront of darren..i call jieting to ask darren the LAST TIME:"do he reali like mi anot?"The final ans is "no". :( i just duno y,i just cant cry out..maybe i alreadi prepare for the ans is "no"le ba..haiizz..in his heart,maybe he reali love his stead alot ba..yupp..as my godbro( jianhao) say: "love cant be force"..even he dun like you,u also lan lan..to mi..he rite..i just hope that darren one day remember that i fell in love with him before..i noe he wont..haiizz.. :{

}: LOVE CANT BE FORCE:{

FuCkInG sAd : (

2005-12-14T08:34:00.000-08:00

Today,was a very sad day that i let my tears down..haiizz :( the person i like in my heart,i finally wish to give up,although i say give up but actually i cant cos maybe i reali like him alot..but i noe it is impossible for both of us.yupp..Actually,i cant fall in love wth him,cos he alreadi have a stead that is more chio and prettier than me alot alot..but i just so stupid..and fell in love wth him..i asked him alot of times that :" do u like me?just ans yes or no?" but in the end,i always get the same ans "dunno ".This word "dunno"make me feel confused that should i give up of liking him or continue of liking him and be strong na?? In the end,i have no choice..i set my mind to forget him..but..but..i dunno can i realli forget him ma.. : ( i just wan to say i will try to give up and forget him..maybe that a better way for both of us..

**FeLl In LoVe iS SuCH a PaInFuL fEeLiNg iN My hEaRt**

5ian!Dun feel like going home..-_-

2005-12-13T09:30:00.000-08:00

Today was a very sian day,i go meet zhong yi at blk 201 ,cos he wan to buy cirg.. after buying,we both cycle to the stupid darren hse.After going darren hse,we three persons go meet the shurian(big pig )at the mrt..yupp...then we all cycle to a blk near my ah ma hse and watever la...we just slack until around 7.30pm then darren and zhong yi go back to their hse and dinner..watever..In the end was ,i ton at darren hse ok..bb.

TON TON TON~~

2005-12-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

This few days,i keep tonning...cos my friends come to ton at my ah gong hse that the reason why i quite a long time i never write my blog..yupp..the reason was that one of my friend,he ride a bike and he play wth the rubbish bin..in the end he fell..and injured quite serious..so he nv go home.He come and ton at my ah gong hse and also come a few friends..so few days pass like that..but i fell in love wth one of my friend..who lei??i dun tell u all..go guess.....yupp..that all for today..but sad thing was he have a stead le..that make mi feel so sad..nvm..i gtg le..bb.. :(

Whole day at home!sian...!

2005-11-29T01:37:00.000-08:00

Today was a very boring day.I whole day stay at home,playing com,listening to music and watching tv.I totally cant go out at all cos my parent nv give mi any $.My e-zlink card also totally noe $.I have no $ n no transport. :( so i stay at home doing something boring..i wanted to go out wth syl and yong ming.But in reali no $ n i also dun wan to use their $.I have no choice.In the end,syl anry abt mi cos he say i ps him. : ( Hope he can understand.I maybe later got go out and ton ba..(maybe)dun fee like staying at home..i stay at home for th whole day..haiz..My ivan daddy birthday is coming on this thurs yet i even haven buy his present cos i haven get my $.I just hopes that my pa faster give mi $..b0r1ng d@y *-_-*

F33L1NG SAD 2DAY )) :

2005-11-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

Today,mi and my few gd frens went to bugis.(zy,syl,shurian n yongming).We went to bugis street to shopping..although i look happy in my heart but in my heart,it hurts alot..very very very PAIN.My heart was cracking into pieces.Cos i saw my ex-stead treat a gal so good and like a gal so much that he lastime never treat mi like that before..Never..Never..haiz..i reali duno wat to do cos i until now i still love him alot in my heart although he hurts mi alot.Now i helping him to win this gal theart that he like.The gal that he like was one of my good friend.I helpng him to won the gal heart.I thinking..i love him yet i helping him to win another gal heart..izit very funny or am i reali reali stupid.But maybe i noe one thing that is LOVE is to SCARIFIED .Maybe is i scarified my love to help him..as long as he happy, i will feel happy too ba..I hope that one day there come a prince that can save my love from my ex-stead.Let my love and heart free forever and forever. : ))

"LOVE IS TO SCARIFIED , TO THE PERSON THAT U REALI LOVE ALOT "

Arc@de The Wh0l3 Day -_-

2005-11-27T22:24:00.000-08:00

Today was a arcade day.yupyupp.{{:But was a fun day too.Mi,my third sis(tian xin),zy n syl,we went to alots of places near plaza singapura that have arcade.We dance and played alot today and its quite fun..hehe!!To me ,today was a helpful day cos it can helped me to improve my friends relationship wth my friends and make our relationship stronger.hahaha :)

**S1NGL3 TH3 1W33K
15
B3ST** **MY 5INGL3 :))

Quite a happy day 4 me Today!!! : ))

2005-11-26T14:25:00.000-08:00

In my heart,my love had been taken away by a special guy.Until now today,mine love and heart still at this special person there.yupyup!!That why,now i onli can like people that who treat mi so good(jianhao and eggy).i onli can like them instead of love.Cos in my heart,until now,i still love the special person very much although he in love wth another gal,but i still believe that LOVE NEVER QUIT..LOVE a person is to see the person that u love to be happy,that make u feel happy too.rite??i dunno.this is wat i think.yaya..Ltr i am going out wth my jie mei to tm to buy her camp things,then go her hse to put the things cos the things will b very heavy..in the end of the day,my jie mei will pei wo go meet jian hao,cos i will be toning at his hse.yuup. Then my jie mei,mayb will going to meet his boyfriend.yupyup.this is end of today.gtg.bb. :))

My B3st fr13ng is b@ck! yeah...(( :

2005-11-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

Today is the happinest day in my holiday,the reason is my best friend is back.all thx to evania.Cos evania cried n she cut her wrist,i duno wat to do,evanai just keep asking mi to call her her step bro(syl) to come down.When syl is coming down,i feel very happy cos my best friend (zy) is coming down too.Although,i noe that i and zy break friendship that reali hurt mi alot alot, but i still wish to see him again.YEAH..(( : I finally saw him men..he become more n more handsome..haha..No matter wat is ,in the end,we r friend again..that make mi feel so so H@PPy.

~~~FRIENDS THAT HAVE FATE,NO MATTER WAT,WILL STILL BE BACK~~~

LALALALALALALALA__*HAPPY HAPPY FOR 2DAY! LALALALALALALALALA

I BREAK WTH MY BOYFRIEND )):

2005-11-23T14:01:00.000-08:00

On the sunday nite,i decided to break with my boyfriend cos i think that i didnt reali love him at all,just a little like him.So i dun wan to bluff him anymore,decided to tell him the truth.I thinking if now i never tell him the truth,i scare in the end it will hurt him even deep.At that time,we were at a hospital cos i and my boyfriend pei esther n her bf come to hospital and visit a guy.I break up wth my bf at the hospital.I told him everything that i felt in my heart,yet he had no choice.In the end,we finally broke up le..I felt very very sad cos i still like him. *-_-*i duno wat to do.He asked me 4 patch but i duno wan to accept anot.Until today,my answer still "DUNO".

{ *__WILL DUNO WILL BE THE BETTER ANSWER FOR HIM AND ME MA?__*}

In The Morning,a special people sent my breakfast (:

2005-11-20T19:15:00.000-08:00

UNPL@N TON (( :

2005-11-20T17:10:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,when i reach home from my boyfriens hse,min my jie mei decided to ton wth our boyfriend n friends.evania say that she wan to go to white hse and ton.but i was scare that i dun dare to go in.this was our plan.First,we meet esther at tampines cos we were planning to pierce our ears.OUCH!it wan so plin that we all were so frightened,but between us,esther was the most scare.But in the end,she still decided to pierce.During at nite,when we all gather,we decided to ton but in the end,it was a unplan ton ,that we duno where to go.So in the end we all divided into 2 group.esther n tianqin went to eddy hse n slp.Me leh?of cos mi n evania went to my bf hse n slp.But after a while,my mei(tianqin)call n asked evania to go home wth her at 6am cos she wan to go home n slp .watever ,in the end is esther go her bf hse sleep,mi,i go my bf hse slp.so in the end is a *BORING DAY*cos we nv plan our ton.dotss.gtg.bb.*-_-*

In The Morning,a special person sent me my breakfast((:

2005-11-20T11:38:00.000-08:00

In the morning,a special person sent me my breakfast.The special person is who na??The special person is kiat aik(the eggy).Cos lastime,when we were still steading,he promise to bring me my breakfast(bread wth ham and cheese and 1 ice milo).But we break le,so now he now is my ex-stead and my gdfriend.He come today na,is to dun break his promise,he really bring my breakfast.i reali reali feel so happy,at least,there still who still care and concern about me. :)) I wish that these days will still continue,happy memerious.Wish that our gd friendship will still continue 43v@, no matter wat quarrling we had.Just wan both us to be gd friend nand be happy 43v@.

*-_-*Friendship Will Never End.Happy Memerious Just Started*-_-*

I feel so sad that i lost my best :((

2005-11-20T03:48:00.000-08:00

I was so fucking sad that i lost my best friend.A onli guy that i can trust totally in my school.but now,i n him break friendship le. :{ other than best friend,he also my ex-stead,a guy that i reali love th most.But everything totally change seen we break off.he nv care or bother about mi le.He now hate me,break wth mi,break friendship wth me all cos of 1 reason.The reason is he say i totally change alot.everytime ton outside dun go home,dun go home,become like gangster.he say me so big le,also cant find out which thing is good or bad,even he give me advise n scold me,i still just dun care.So finally,we break our friendship.It the better dicision for us.i think.In my heart,i fucking sad about it.no ch0ice.When school re open next year,will be a hard life 4 me.A life wthout friends and happiness.I just hope that me n my best friend will be come best friend again 1 day.

** HOPE OUR FRIEND RELATIONSHIP WILL BE BACK 1 DAY **

I H@VE @ NEWBOYFRIEND: )

2005-11-19T11:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,at nite after going suntex city,me n esther planning whether to go home or ton at our friend.Then finally we make a dicision,was to ton at our friend hse.Then esther will be toning at eddy hse.(Esther boyfriend) :} Then i will going to ton at jian hao hse(a boy that like mi).When during the midnite,jian hao ask mi for stead alot of time seen yesterday.In the end,i finally make my mind was agree to stead wth him,cos he is a very good guy.yupyup___*actually i got alittle like him de,but i nv say.i always wan to b single cos all my ex-stead cheat my feeling,that mk me hate n cant trust guy anymore.But,i finally agree cos jian hao is a fucking gd guy.haha*-_-*So,yup,in the end,now is a new LOVE RELATIONSHIP began to mi.i just hope that jian hao n i can stead n love each other the longer the better.i will always try my best to love n like him more.. :))

A NEW LOVE RELATIONSHIP BEGAN BETWEEN MI N JIAO HAO *-_-*

wow!ExAm gOiNg tO OvEr...:)

2005-10-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

I wAn To GeT PrOmOtEd

2005-10-11T16:00:00.000-07:00

Today, i have social studies exam.oh my god!it make me so frightened and nervous cos i tink that i will failed my history.And now i onli depent on my social studies in order to pass .in my ss exam, i have two qns that i duno,and this 2 qns the totaol mark is 15mark.that mean i lost 15 marks.i was so afraid that i failed my ss exam.i really hoped n wish that iwll pass my ss exam n get promoted to sec4.i dun wan to retain anymore.i wan to leave my sec sch as soon as possible cos in the sch,it coontain alot of my sad mermonies.wish that i can get promoted.

SaD cOs mY bEsT FrEn hUrT My FeElInG :(

2005-10-10T20:15:00.000-07:00

I feel that my heart have a stab in my heart that make me feel so sad.my fren now be more and more colder to me le and when he tok to me so xia lan, that really hurt my heart alot alot.yet he now dun even noe.he say i change le.but in my view,i think that he is the one who really change.cos he nv ever tok to me so xia lan before until after i break wth him n stead wth kiat aik.i noe i am the 1 who wrong cos i broke his promises,but sometimes i thinking that everybody surely will have done smthing wrong ,the point is i thinking y he mus treat me like this,he hurt me still not enough ma?haiz..i feel so sad that i cry 4 him dyas .nomatter wat,i wish that we can b bestfren again just last year. =p

hehex

2005-10-08T04:41:00.000-07:00

hell0os ... im esther =) jus finish doing her bloggie . fine . but her tag box got problem . so cannot put in . yup . sorry =) take care . muacks . sister forever (=

hehex (:

BoTh Me aNd mY BoYfRiEnD aRe SiCk..*PoOr bOtH Us:{{

2005-10-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today,me an boyfriend are sick.The most unlucky thing is we are sick at the same time and it is during the first day of our final exam..but i lucky than my boyfriend cos i onli have coughing n sorethroat but my poor boyfriend,he had fever until he fell a sleep in the exams..haha..and how i noe leh?bcos i keep bio at him ..hehe..After exams,i stay back 4awhile to do finish my composition and he accompany mi ,that makes me feel so happy :) And we go back home together.When i reach home, i fell asleep 4awhile,n i call my boyfriend at around 5+that i want to go to his hse n see him cos i miss him a lot n also bring books there to study.When i reached his hse,in my heart is saying "oh my god"do u noe why cos his body was so hot even i hug him that make my ownself feel hot too.i called him to drink more water,that help!when the time reach 7pm,we sit in front of the tv to watching the show that we like.WOW!it was so exciting n interesting.After the show finish i went back home to put my books n i when to meet my sis n esther.*-_-*First,they say we going to drink beer,but in the end,it cancel.So we went to daddy hse to slack.after slacking.cos my boyfriend called me at around 2pm n we meet go out eat supper.my boyfriend bring a friend name dummy,n i bring esther to go too.so we 4 personsgo eat roti prata..now i writing this diary at my boyfriend hse with esther cos we both dun feel like going home so we go to my boyfriend hse slack mayb until the nextday morning ta 6am..haha..that alll end of the story 4 2day..*-_-*

((.loviingyouhurts___*

Happy all the long..

haiiz..so sad..sobsob..

haiiz..so sad..

miss euu lotx..

Yeah! I finally have confidence in myself le..

So Confusing my miind!

F0und 0ut Tat Actually Beiing A Siingle Is Norrt A g0od Thing To0!

I dunn0 whether i g0t miiss him ma??

90% Of The Guys Are Sux!

Haiizz!Confused now in my head!

I had just found a guy tat i like yet was being hurt again = {

wow!Knowiing alot of nw frens today!

*[[ my broken heart broke again,it hurts alot]]*

Feeling Sad And Happy! hehe =D

=[[ I Found Out One Special Thing ]]=

=[ In My Heart,Now Got Happiness And Sadness ]=

Haiiz!!Quite Happy Cos He Coming le..=D

Haiiz!!Miss Him Alot Sia..Feel so sad = D

Fucking sad sia!!!*heartbroken__*-_-*

A Long Time Never Be Happy Le ! = [

W0w! Feel so quite happy today..hehe =]

F33l So Happy Tat I Finally Dare To Love Again Le**

: [ Soli Bebiie Tat I Hurt U Again ] :

*__S0li..Bebiie Tat I Hurts Yr Heart!

Haiizz! how to mk mi,my laopo jieting and my bro piggy feel happy leii???

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD:

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD: )

*FeeL S0 LucKy And HaPpY Have SuCH A Go0d SteaD:

**Finally i not SINGLE liao!

All My Frens Are Single Except Mi ! Haiizz : (

Sian! soli to all my frens..

I THINK DAT ALL COS OF MY FAULT! :(

I was so sad that my bro and my frens mi like tat!

Give up a person that U love is so HARD *-_-*

I FINALLY GET THE FINAL ANS LE!

FuCkInG sAd : (

5ian!Dun feel like going home..*-_-*

TON TON TON~~

Whole day at home!sian...!

F33L1NG SAD 2DAY )) :

Arc@de The Wh0l3 Day *-_-*

Quite a happy day 4 me Today!!! : ))

My B3st fr13ng is b@ck! yeah...(( :

I BREAK WTH MY BOYFRIEND )):

In The Morning,a special people sent my breakfast (:

UNPL@N TON (( :

In The Morning,a special person sent me my breakfast((:

I feel so sad that i lost my best :((

I H@VE @ NEWBOYFRIEND: )

wow!ExAm gOiNg tO OvEr...:)

I wAn To GeT PrOmOtEd

SaD cOs mY bEsT FrEn hUrT My FeElInG :(

hehex

BoTh Me aNd mY BoYfRiEnD aRe SiCk..*PoOr bOtH Us:{{

[[ my broken heart broke again,it hurts alot]]

Fucking sad sia!!!heartbroken__-_-*

Give up a person that U love is so HARD -_-

5ian!Dun feel like going home..-_-

Arc@de The Wh0l3 Day -_-