Saturday, August 19, 2006
Happy all the long..
i now haviing a stead ,his name is stanwin..remember that in the past when i just met hiim i not sure wat his name so i called him "CHICKEN WING" but he treat miie very good and i love hiim so much.i wish that can be with hiim together forever.but the bad thing is he stay at boon lay and i stay at simei so feel very siian but he very good until he every week day will come down and look for miie and miie leii?
week end is my turn to go down to look for hiim yupp yupp..hehex..Sian..now just finish prelim feel quite stress..but still got my stead support miie that why i will be happy..being with him can say is almost everyday happy.so i love hiim muackx..bb my blog love euu too.
flew into your heart at [12:09 AM]
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haiiz..so sad..sobsob..
Hello0x..miising my blog alot and i finally come back le but i feel very sobsob.. cos i just break with my boyfriend..the guy i love but too bad in the relationship between miie and him can say is just a one sided love cos he dun reali love miie..in the relationship i gain nothing just sadness and unhappiness.he didnt even love,care,dote and concern miie at all can say i nothing to say about just that i reali sacrified alot cos of him lox..but will he appreciate??no at all.Althought i noe he dun love miie in the first but i just dunno why i love him so much that when i got time i will go down boon lay and loook for him cos i noe he wont come down to find miie at all even i go into the hospital he just wont come down and look for miie.haiiz..even i cut my ris he also wont give a damn just a sentence of "why dun euu chop your hand down??"..sobsob..after hearing that my heart totally feel broken..and cos of sleeping he scolded miie for four times le..we break two days ago during our one month anniversary..althought he never say break this word but it already show his impression on his face le..so since he wan to break i had no choice just to say this word "BREAK" out and its reali hurt my heart alot alot.yet he like no feeling like tat lox.. But being his 2nd popi forever i ready very happy le..i love him so i just wan him to be happy in the rest of is life with a gal that he reali love that he will reali owself come down and find her dun like miie always sad cos my heart was broken alot of times until can say is courtless le.haiiz..just wish that he will reali cherish gals lox..or else alot of gals like miie that reali love and concern him will get hurts.ookiie lahh.i blog until here le just wiish tat he will be happy then i also be happy le and hope he wont forget miie and will continue to contact miie but until now he didnt.i got to go le.nitex nitex my beloved blog.muackz.bye.
flew into your heart at [5:44 PM]
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haiiz..so sad..
hiiex..i finally back again..just that back in a bad mood
flew into your heart at [6:42 AM]
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miss euu lotx..
helloox..long time no see my blog le..i miss euu lotx worhh..i have been quite iin my happy life now..yupp yupp..i single for three month to miie and my sister is unvailable lox..haha..quite happy being siingle no sadness instead of happiness..but bad thing thing is now all my frens and sister, they all finish their exams le except miie still having exams until next tuesday..haiizz..poor miie now i being very guai le everyday stay at home to study very less go out le..hhehe..ookiiee tat all for today..bye bye my lovely blog.love euu muackz..
flew into your heart at [4:30 PM]
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Yeah! I finally have confidence in myself le..
This few days,i quite happy cos after i promise a person that fron that day onwards,i mus have confidence in myself le.To be a confidence person,i wont easily cried like lastime,won't say myself ugly and won't being bully by people anymore.So in this few days of being confidence.yupp..i found that myself become more and more happy le norrt like lastme full of sadness.But to miie leii..i still can't trust any guys at all.soli to all guys ba..yupp..so about today,just that i never went to skool cos feel alittle bit not feeling well ba.But i did went to pasir ris polyclinic but it close,so now i dunno wat to do lox,maybe ask my pa to write a mc lox.ookiie.Tat all for today.i love my blog.muackz.
flew into your heart at [7:04 PM]
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So Confusing my miind!
Hell0o..long time never blog liao..in this 1 week holiday,i noe alot of new friends.Cos of my sister name jieting ,she bring miie go out and both of us noe alot of new friends.One of the guy name mcvin,quite handsome.and he like miie..i dunno wat to do..but say the truth,i like him too..but norrt much lahh cos i just noe him for six days..he now in army..but we didnt stead cos he wan to be slowly and noe each other well first..he told miie that,1 week he onli can meet miie one or two days onli..although i felt sad cos i cant meet someone tat i like often..but no choice..who called he 19 year old this year..esther and my mei say that mcvin this guy nort g0od,that irrated my mind but to miie he good,just that they haven see the good side of mcvin bahh..i dunno leii..the guy i like i also wan my sisters to feel tat he a good guy too..weird miie rite?Yesterday,i met mcvin for awhile,he told miie that he going for a course for 4month leii,cant contact miie at all,cant msg and meet,cos he cant and never bring his hp there..he called miie to pray that hope that the course will be cancel so tat he can see miie le..he also tell miie that if in this 4 month,i found someone i like and the guy is g0od,he called miie to give up him.He say if he himself is mine then it will be mine,if it norrt then he will norrt be mine..mus i noe that he wan miie to wait for him,that why he ask miie to pray for him..haiizz..i now very blur tat whether i wan to wait for him mahh..i can if i wan..so now i wan to wait until sat to ask my sisters opinion first then i will carefully tink about it..ok..the story will be continue..got to go..byebye..
C0nfused Miie,My Heart And My Brain!
flew into your heart at [4:56 PM]
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F0und 0ut Tat Actually Beiing A Siingle Is Norrt A g0od Thing To0!
Hell0o..i n0w blogging at kian chew house,this guy i just n0e him..he quite ok la..just tat i tink tat he s0metime very unreasonable lox..everytime sc0ld miie de..haiiz..why guys everytime like tat de nehh??Iziit c0s they were b0rn liike tat or wat??Dunno lahh.Just hope tat he will be more reasonable and m0re understandiing lox.Tat all.yupp..Until today then i found out s0mething tat actually be a siingle,is norrt a g0od thing too.No people concern,dote and love euu.I being siingle f0r 1month and 4 days,i felt so boriing..i had no choice cos i haven found any0ne tat reali love and dote miie.In the past,i had a guy tat reali treat miie damn g0od yet i didnt cherish him,now he g0ne..and i regret but its already too late le..i now just had to wait for my mr right to come and find miie le..ok lahh..got to go le..nitexnitex..byebye.
flew into your heart at [11:09 PM]
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